Room.

School holiday. Friday night. Alone in hall. I feel exceptionally lonely nowadays in hall. The empty room seems to be much bigger and more quiet than usual. Though i have already gotten used to being alone in the room, but this sense of loneliness seems to be getting stronger each day. Hall seems to be getting cold and devoid of life. Perhaps it is just because it is school vacation now. Once familiar things are now becoming foreign. Buildings don't change, but the people living inside them do. I'm rather taken by surprise how things can change in the least expected ways and the magnitude of it. The room didn't change; Subconsciously, i did. In retrospect, it looks as if others have change and i didn't. But i very well know that is not true. I do not know how much have i change, and i probably will never find out. I can't help it but sense my hall life may be coming to end sooner than i thought, although that will not happen at least till the end of next semester. For first time, the thought of quitting this room of mine and this hall all together comes into my mind. I don't hate this hall or have anything against it. I like this hall, or so i thought. I can't comprehend why i am having this thought. Somethings just go beyond comprehension. This hall gave me warmth and left me in the cold. There this lukewarm feeling that i have been experiencing when i in hall. Tell me who has changed. The hall, the room, the people or me? - the only constant is change.

Holidays. In-Camp Training. Holidays.

December. It's the time of the year again. School holidays, Christmas, New Year. Exams ended two weeks back, last week was 1st in-camp training which was totally sucks. Next week is back to Hall 8 for IHRG and for the rest of the holidays. 1st in-camp training was generally alright, though i still can't get over the idea of being back in an army camp and in uniform again. Although i don't dislike my NS days, but this one quite different from the past. Not a single things resemble the one i went through, no familiar sights, no familiar faces. New unit, new platoon-mates. (I can't believe i'm actually the youngest in my whole platoon.) The system is totally different. Combat unit, out-field exercise, something very much different from my last one. I still haven't quite adjusted to it yet. Perhaps, the transition wasn't fast enough for the sudden change in environment. It's like snowing in June. Too sudden and quick to my liking, and now back at home. It feels like nothing change. I'm a little lost for words to explain these peculiar feelings about the ICT. In any case, its over so let's get on with life. Only the 2nd week into the holidays and the new school term is already lurking around the corner. 3 more weeks to school starts. Is either time flies, irregardless whether good or bad, or the holidays is really too short, and I haven't really get to enjoy the holidays yet! Just great! Thank goodness Christmas a week away. Still haven't decide what to do on Christmas eve, most probably staying at home and enjoy the Christmas songs on my computer. Merry Christmas people, just in case i don't get to see you.

Qin Wei and ME Talkshow. Episode No. 1

Welcome to the Qin Wei and ME Talkshow episode no. 1.

ME was busy typing his blog when Qin Wei suddenly appear and walk over...

Qin Wei:"Qin Wei! Why ain't you studying for your exams?!?! So free ah, got time to blog ah? No need to study is it?"

ME:"No lah. Of course must study lah. I not so zai lah. But then really study till very very sian liao lor. Can't take it liao lah. So i take a break lor. Very long never update my blog also."

Qin Wei:"Yah lor yah lor. You very long never update liao lor. Very busy is it?"

ME:"Ok lah. Abit busy lah. But then is just that i got nothing to blog mah. Also i got no inspiration to type anything."

Qin Wei:"Wah! Type blog also need inspiration one ah? Haha! By the way, how's the exams so far? Ok or not?"

ME:"Hm. Still ok lah. Still can make it, i think. Think won't fail lah, but then don't know can score or not."

Qin Wei:"Ic. Don't dabao can liao lor. Relax lah. Finish liao then don't think about it liao lah."

ME:"How come you so free ah? Got time to talk to me?"

Qin Wei:"Orh. I see you very bored mah, also see you type blog. So come and see what you blog lor."

ME:"So gan chiong ah. I know i very long never type you also don't need so kiasu lah."

Qin Wei:"Its your blog mah. Very popular you know. I your no. 1 fan lor! Anyway, that time don't know when hor, you say will put up photos of your orientation camp. I wait till now still haven't see it lor!"

ME:"Erm. Ok ok. I go put some of them up. Difficult to choose ok. Most of them don't have me inside. Put up photos dont have myself no meaning mah."

ME looking through the orientation camp photos, trying very hard to choose.

Qin Wei:"Cannot lie to your reader lor. Say will put, must put mah."

ME:"K lah k lah. Relax k. I putting them up now lah."








ME:"Ok! Up load liao. Very difficult to choose lor."

Qin Wei:"K lah. Appreciate it lah. Very fast hor, semester about to end liao."

ME:"Yah lor yah lor. Too fast liao lor. So fast going to next semester liao, hai. This sem abit chui. Alot of things not going to plan. No discipline at all. Think i still living in the past."

Qin Wei:"Huh? What you talking? How can you live in the past? Oei, study till crazy liao ah?

ME:"Aiyo! Hai, never mind lah. Too chim for you to understand."

Qin Wei:"Wei... What's the meaning of this ah? You say i very shallow is it?"

ME:"Hai hai hai... Talk to you will vomit blood lah."

ME:"Oei! I go study liao lah. Don't want to talk to you liao lah."

Qin Wei:"K k. Study more important. You know where to find me if you want to talk to me."

ME:"Yah. When i alone, you will always suddenly pop up one lah. Very easy to find you one."

Qin Wei:"Jiayou. Good luck for your exams."

ME:"K k, thanks. Bye and take care, and don't sell yourself to the devil ok?"

Qin Wei:"Yah lah, bye..."