Lost.

Haven't really feel like doing anythings over the past 2 weeks. Alot of things have been bottling up in my mind. Wanted to shout it all out, but can't seem to find a suitable outlet. There is so much things that in my mind, but i just can't put it into words and say it out. I'm not sure why i can't do it. Taking chances is not something that i'm good at, but i know i will need to make a decision soon before there isn't any chance for me to take. Some things are hard to come by, one chance is all you get. Anyway, nothing has been happening over the past 2 weeks. Just another routine 2 weeks that you see me going through. Valentine Day also the same. Same old February 14th that i went through for the past 21 years. Celebrated it bachelor style! And my classes ended at 1930h. Darn it... Wanted to ask people out also cannot. So many tests over the weeks, starting to feel the wrath of taking too many modules this semester. Not forgetting the projects that are due soon. Sigh... I wonder whether i going to survive this semester. Hahaha. I bring it upon myself, but no regrets. Regrets is some thing that i can ill afford.

"Look, if you had one shot, or one opportunity. To seize everything you ever wanted - one moment. Would you capture it or just let it slip?"

Zouk!

Went Velvet Underground last night and had hell-ya night of fun! Alcohol, alcohol and more alcohol! I never had so much alcohol in one night before, i surprisingly i didn't get drunk! ("V" sign) Hehe... But i still "Merlion-ed". Hahaha... My body simply couldn't take it! I could taste all the different alcohol that i drank as they came out of my mouth. Chivas, Vodka, Corona and some other drinks that i don't know what they were. I was fortunate that they didn't burn my throat! Anyway, it was a farewell party for my dear good friend Chris, who is leaving soon for further studies in Australia. And man... He was drunk! He started hugging everyone he knows! Kissing the girls! God knows what alcohol can do a man! Haha... But nevertheless, it was fun. I'm not a vivid drinker or clubber, and it sure is a eye opener for me. I wonder how all the people can take the loud and thumping music, i was having a real bad headache just by standing there! I can literally feel the bass in my body! And there was smoke everywhere. The deadly mixture of alcohol, loud music and smoke knock me out for awhile, and had to be taken out for fresh air! Man... I thought i was on ecstasy! Haha... Man... It was sure a memorable night for me.

Chinese New Year.

Probably you have heard, i went back to Malaysia on the 1st day of Chinese New Year. It was really nice to see all my relatives after a year, and also at the same time attended my cousin's wedding dinner. Double Happiness! And OMG! The bride is pretty! Hahaha... My cousin really made a good catch! I will try to post the photos up as soon as possible, so do watch this space. Catching up with all the cousins never felt so good before. I guess once you start growing up, you will feel the importance of having a closely knit family and knowing everyone is doing just fine. Honestly, i never felt that until recent years. I don't really know when this kind of feelings start surfacing. It was not so long ago when i felt that going back was quite a chore. Waking up early in the morning, waiting at the old train station and squeezing with people on the train. Not a nice experience at all, but now it seems that it is all worth it. Seeing a person face to face can never compare to a voice over the phone or a picture in the photo albums.